Quick Reading: White Spacesuits

As the reading opens the energy that first comes through, which will typically reflect some element of James’ overall inner state and/or their predisposition towards the reading, is light, joyous, and curious. There’s an openness to uncover new information unburdened by fear or hesitation. James had mentioned in passing being excited about the reading, and this energy seems to match this. There’s a rich spiritual history to be uncovered, a broad context which, in turn, also matches the sense of excitement described above. I would colloquially say that across the spectrum of their various spiritual layers, the self is excited about the information they are going to share with themselves. Which is essentially what happens with a reading of the Akashic Records: the self is transmitting their own information to themselves, utilizing a facilitating intermediary agent for that purpose, the reader.

As the reading progresses, the focus of the observer/reader pulls away from planet Earth – almost as if a silent stream of thoughts, joking lightheartedly, goes like this: “ah, who cares about Earth anyway!”. An image next appears; the focal point of that imaginary observer is looking upon planet Earth, just above from space. And then it quickly pulls slightly further away. In the next moment, that focus is now still and directed entirely towards outer space, but still just above and in relative proximity to Earth.

An energy floods into the reading: spaceships, and metallic-looking, high-tech suits or uniforms. The predominant color of these suits or vests is white, or white-ish. The energy and memory of being within metallic walls and corridors wearing these suits, in a high-tech, spacefaring environment. There’s an intrinsic, inner familiarity with this context that, even as it hasn’t been overly detailed, instantly fills the reading space with a sense of yearning and recognition, along with the information itself. A familiarity that was very hard to let go of, or be apart from, while living a human life on the Earth plane.

This registers as if the self was carrying out the process of living on Earth all the while vaguely missing some part of themselves, perhaps not necessarily understanding what that part was, what exactly was being missed. This context is/was a central portion of their existence up until “recently” – which is to say, until coming to Earth. Spiritually this might feel recent, and therefore these elements are tightly associated with the self’s sense of identity, even if currently subconsciously.

This high-tech, space-related context is where James comes from. It’s where he spiritually was, and lived, before existing on Earth as a human being. It’s therefore likely that while on Earth, he never quite felt at home. This is generally valid for all souls, who are not from any one planet but from Source; still, for James this could be a somewhat vague but still prevalent feeling, pervading the self’s psyche. As a side note, it’s possible James may also be drawn to or interested in matters such as sci-fi, space operas, things of that nature, or otherwise to any subjects that relate to realities not of Earth. While this would be a rather typical statement to be made here, it’s one that would likely apply nonetheless.

The context the reading shows seems to be what in spiritual/new-age circles on Earth is called the Galactic Federation, perhaps a subgroup of, or closely affiliated to, that organization. With this being said, I will continue to focus on accessing memories, in other words, “how things are known and lived from the personal/inner perspective”, as opposed to referring to already existing concepts, whenever possible. In any case, as I said, the focus of the reading has departed Earth almost entirely, and is currently solely focused on this space/context – perhaps also out of sheer yearning, taking advantage of the opportunity the reading provides to, for a moment, once again “inhabit” this space once more. If nothing else, spiritually/emotionally.

James, or the “version” of the self now known as James who inhabited these spaces and hallways in space, did not identify with being from any one planet. Members of this spacefaring or spaceborn group came from all manner of backgrounds, planetary origins and civilizations; but by this point, by and large, the sense of identification of both the self and his peers is bound to the spacefaring group itself more than to any given origination or planet.

There are two main reasons. One is familiarity and habituation: a long stay in space away from “homes”, if you will, as well as the long-term process of bonding, living stories, sharing personal intentions and priorities, etc. that was enacted along the way, over time created a sense of belonging that is now anchored to the group itself and their “missions”, rather than to any planets or civilizations they might otherwise come from and/or represent – even though these groups can still still be considered in affiliation with, as extending arms of, those civilizations.

The second reason pertains to the Density these groups exist in, which for this group appears to be Fourth Density. Generally speaking, the civilizations and planets that typically comprise multiplanetary organizations such as the Galactic Federation, and that are of the Fourth Density, also tend to have their sense of identity tied not just to their planet of origin but to the collection of similarly aligned planets they neighbor them and/or they are affiliated with – hence the terms such as “federation”. Additionally, some of these civilizations span multiple planets, or have presence and influence in planets of each other, further blurring the lines of the concepts of “place”, and where a “place” ends and another begins.

This trait of the broader context contributes to, and compounds with, the self’s sense of identity/origination/home not being strongly tied to a planet, but rather to an idea, an affiliation, an organization. A set of goals, priorities, interests, and shared spiritual inclinations and perspectives as well as history, shared with others. It is truly those sets of ideas/ideals that are at the core of the self’s sense of identity on this level. A similar notion found in sci-fi that could parallel this could be, perhaps, in the Star Trek fictional Universe, in any character who adheres to the ideals of the “Galactic Federation” (of that Universe).

The reading for a moment turns back to gaze upon the Earth once more. Despite diverting its gaze away from it, it never really “left” its proximity either.

Spiritually, it’s as if the self asks “how long have they been on Earth”? “Is it my first life, or have I lived many lives?” Why did the spiritual self arrive here, what was their purpose, and do they exist in 4D simultaneously? What was their intention? Many questions are asked here. I’ll seek to address them next.

As the self asks these questions within the reading context, the focus point of the observer is now, once again, not on Earth but firmly standing aboard a spaceship. I’m standing on a metallic floor, sided by metallic-looking, but well-lit chambers. I feel the reading is saying that as we proceed addressing these matters, we’re “standing firmly on the spaceships” as we do so. The self’s emotional and spiritual yearning and missing of this context is great and dire, they’re sorely missing it. Thus there’s a need to achieve as much savoring of this context as possible – even if just spiritually and taking advantage of the event of this reading. If nothing else, because this seems to be the most important aspect by far, to the self in a spiritual sense. To recall this context. To remember it. To know it’s still there. And that the self still belongs to it.

It’s difficult to say with clarity, but there seems to be a concurrent presence of James in this context, aboard these spaceships, with his own living and existing as a human being on the Earth plane. The exact nature of this concurrent presence – how it exists, and what dynamics it would establish with James as a human being, if any – is somewhat veiled. It is at this time transmitted in passing only. I’m unsure why; but perhaps it has to do with the nature of this reading: its priority, again, is to take as much advantage as possible of the opportunity to get in touch with this context, even if just spiritually, emotionally, and/or unconsciously.

This is what I gather at this time, a “version” of James seems to exist aboard these ships at the same time that he also exists as a human being on Earth. In and of itself, this would account for some form of spiritual “tethering” or communication that, among others, may double down on the impression of perhaps feeling like an outsider, or never truly feeling “settled” on Earth, if that makes sense. The existence of such a spiritual “tethering”, of two existences 3D and 4D side-by-side (to some capacity) may strengthen the bond in James’ human psyche to their 4D context, above, in space, and its, shall we call it, cultural, group-level, or societal context there. This, as opposed to creating the circumstances for James to feel truly well established and “at home” in the Earth setting. This is not to say he can’t feel at home and well-adjusted to Earth; what it may mean is that, again, there’s likely always a part that seems to be missing within somehow, in some way. That part would be the awareness of the up-above-context that is not consciously held in the self’s human awareness.

The above notwithstanding, this isn’t James’ first life on Earth. James has a fairly meaningful story of incarnating on Earth as a human being.

Thus there’s a version of the self currently inhabiting the space-related setting, while there’s also another who carries some background of incarnating on Earth as a human being, this aspect called James in this lifetime. Note the matter of aspects can be seen as a trick of the eye, a way to account for what the soul is doing in multiple circumstances concurrently; despite these descriptions the two versions are the exact same being, simply operating in certain circumstances from different points of view, while doing so intrinsically connected to each other. It would be just as valid to look upon these two “versions” and describe them as the same soul.

At this time, I believe James is not bound to reincarnate on Earth, as in by spiritual necessity and/or by laws of karma. Anyone incarnating on Earth will technically be always bound to these laws, they are applicable for all; but there isn’t a metaphysical obligation at this time for James to reincarnate. There seems to be a degree of freedom, on a spiritual level, to enter or depart the Earth plane (in-between incarnations, that is) at will, and hold the ability to choose to come in and incarnate, or not do so, on one’s own accord [note: not common for me to observe in my readings, even Starseeds can be affected by a degree of karma].

Further, while there’s some richness in terms of history of incarnating on Earth, the self does so sporadically, out of the ability of choice the aforementioned spiritual freedom affords. This means there are a number of lives lived on Earth, but perhaps not so much the same extent of consecutive lifetimes many human beings as a norm have in their Akashic Records. Undertaking lives sporadically means that in the self’s records there will be periods of more “activity” incarnating on Earth, interspaced with periods of relative absence, all of it depending on what the spiritual self might have decided at this time.

Let us conclude the reading with the topic: why? Why incarnating here, now, at this time?

Incarnating on Earth and conducting a life now came down almost exclusively to the interest of the self – and here we’re including the designations of the soul (infinite totality of the self’s beingness) as well as the designations of the soul’s “versions” near and around Earth cumulatively.

The circumstances of the incarnation don’t seem to have been, at least for the most part, related to requirements of healing, working on karmic issues, processing spiritual wounds, etc. Even though these might always be some part of the Earthly experience (it’s a naturally “messy” reality that may involve a degree of conflicts, duress, separation, duality, etc.) these don’t appear to have been the driving factors, spiritually speaking, for conducting this incarnation. This is in line with an absence of karmic obligation creating the need for persistent reincarnation.

The main driving factors for the incarnation have to to with the understanding of what is happening on Earth at this time. I’ll try to explain this as it is seen and held by the spiritual self.

Despite what may appear to (and be lived firsthand by) us on a first glance, the truth is that the medium to long-term transformations taking place on Earth have to do with the planet opening up, then (slowly) transitioning to the fourth Density (4D) from the third (3D). This is a normal, natural process for planets in these stages of development; and it happens that as the planet progresses into 4D’s levels of Light and clarity, much of the older energies that might not be ready to accept that change ramp up their resistance and calls to power, to prevent, dissuade, avoid, or navigate around said transformation. This is relatively inevitable, as these are energies that have committed to power and control, to keeping the planet in 3D, and maintaining their hold over it, thus they’d never relinquish their hold lightly. This would be the overall reason for the items of societal/planetary turmoil taking place at this time, and that will continue to take place going forward.

Even if the situation on Earth is in some cases one of heightened turmoil, the self nonetheless spiritually held – and still holds – the perspective of regarding this transformational process, especially when taking it in the long term, as wondrous and exciting.

This is the same sense of excitement connecting with, coming into, as the reading opened.

The planetary process essentially consisted in Earth figuratively speaking entering the “gates”, or the dawn, of a new era – something that had been heralded by many Earth cultures of the past in some way, and that the Galactic Federation and associated groups and members “are all up for”. When presented with an opportunity to be present and witness the string of events unfolding, the self couldn’t contain their excitement, and wanted to “jump in” to participate. Not necessarily to play a “big” role; but to be present, to “be there”. And to be able to watch as things happened, while also contributing directly to the planetary collective with the Light of their presence.

The human self might witness the elements of upheaval and distress happening across the planetary society, and contrast it with the sense of optimism and wonder of their own excitement. And they may question the value of their own sense of hope. They may wonder if that hope and optimism were misplaced and false; in other words: if they were wrong in their predictions.

But the two elements, idealistic optimism and “crude” reality, aren’t incompatible. The self’s spiritual excitement comes from a fourth-density perspective, which will naturally find it much easier to observe things detached and uninvolved from direct Earth experience, and to take the process more in its long-term assessment, as opposed to paying a high degree of attention to eachand every event as they unfold daily.