Akashic Records Reading [Quick]: Lack of Humanity

Maggie requested a reading to address her connection to Mike (not their real names). She mentioned they had a lot of leftover old stuff and had impacted each other’s lives in irreversible ways, not having spoken for years since. She wanted to know why this had happened and why it still affected her even after years with no contact.

There are multiple points of contact between these two entities throughout the course of their individual past-life journeys on Earth.

In this journey of contact, there’s a tendency for a pattern to occur between them; a pattern their interactions tend to describe.

In this pattern there’s a moment during the lifetime where each of the individuals will gravitate towards each other. Then, when they meet and engage in the real world, they do so in a rather abrupt, harsh, intense, if not violent way, in a relatively short-lived moment (taking into account the typical duration of a human lifetime). This could colloquially be described being akin to an altercation or “spat” between the two.

Note this doesn’t need to be a literal moment. It can represent a set of circumstances that exist for a certain period of time, during which the two are present in each other’s realities and engage with each other. But that nonetheless, and relatively speaking, tend to be short-lived, or at least limited in time; a “moment” in a figurative sense.

In this brief but intense encounter the two don’t need too much time with each other for each of them to, spiritually/instinctively, pinpoint each other as opposites, as adversarial. One will see the other as perhaps an antagonizing figure, if not even a “nemesis” if you will. This may then trigger a charged reaction towards one another, one of animosity, anger, or hatred, for example. If nothing else, the connection will create a situation where the grounds for those emotions to arise at some point are fertile.

This doesn’t necessarily translate to a particular format those circumstances may follow. The ways they meet or the roles they might adopt towards each other may be different. They could start by being two lovers, co-workers, or roommates; they could be part of the same extended family; or they could simply be acquaintances, friends of friends, one working at a shop the other frequents, and so on.

Further, while the dynamics of the aforementioned patterns may be intense, the way they might arise to the conscious mind might not necessarily, or not immediately, translate to animosity. The intensity of the charge could at first glance be interpreted as attraction, excitement, curiosity, fear, irritation, etc. In any case, regardless of the external circumstances and how they might arise, in energy there’s an underlying pattern the connection between the two tends to adopt once manifested.

Further still, note that in any given life it might not necessarily be too important for the purposes of this analysis who did what to whom, or “who started it” i.e. who took the first step, who made the first offense, who did worse, etc. In the sense that ultimately the pattern already existed, in energy, in potential, in subconscious memory, long before the circumstances that unfold between the two ever take place during the particular lifetime.

The reading puts forth a past life memory.

This life isn’t offered as the root cause or “reason for” the events of the current life, or even for the pattern itself. Rather, it’s presented more like as an experience that belonged to, was a part of, said pattern.

This past-life registers as very recent, it may very well be the life preceding the current one.

Two soldiers of either side meet in an urban setting during Germany’s invasion of Poland at the start of WWII (transmitted by the reading as a military movement by German troops to its east, into Poland). Maggie in that life would be the individual who was the Polish soldier, while Mike would be the German soldier.

The Polish soldier has very light blonde hair, a tone of blonde so light it borders on the white. He has no helmet, and is relatively short in height and slender. The German soldier, unlike the Pole, is wearing their WWII combat helmet, and is also relatively thin but tougher i.e. has a natural hardened, stiff look to them. He’s a bit taller, not by much, and their outfit is of slightly darker tones, more tightly adhering to their physical shape.

It’s also possible the German is under the effect of some kind of drug: their demeanor is slightly off, even for a war setting. It’s as if they’re not all there, with “no soul behind their eyes” almost. Spiritually speaking they do have a soul, it’s just in that moment it’s as if their reasoning has been taken over by something, and they’re more operating more like a machine.

The circumstances are of urban warfare, where Germany is invading or storming a city, and there’s fighting throughout, a little bit everywhere, with troops encountering each other at every corner almost.

There’s a hint of general mayhem to the situation; it feels the Germans have generally overtaken the Polish positions, with the latter having been caught more or less unprepared, off-guard, and now in an overall state of confusion. So in this particular moment the Germans are generally pouring and sweeping through the city, perhaps scattering as fast as they can, while the Polish forces are generally retreating, or at least trying to assess what’s happening and getting their bearings, within that general state of confusion.

The two soldiers meet on the street. Just behind them there’s a backdrop with red-ish brick wall. The two don’t know each other and never met before. Initially unaware of the other, the Polish boy/soldier is in a moment of shock or surprise themselves as they step out onto the street. As he does so, he sees the German soldier suddenly appear from behind their left shoulder.

The German had been sprinting down that street and almost runs past the Pole, but by chance they look and notice the other just on his right. The Pole had also not been aware of this running soldier until this very moment. So at this point they both notice each other at the same time. As the German is still sprinting he just passes by the Pole’s left shoulder, halts quickly, turns around, and is now facing the latter from very up close, slightly to their left.

The Pole had just left the building just trying to get his bearings: where his colleagues where, where the Germans were, what was happening, why no one was saying anything. Already disoriented to begin with, in this split second he’s now in a state of shock, no helmet, blonde hair exposed.

The German, after a brief moment inspecting the figure next to him — looking up, down, and back up again in a quick glance — almost without thinking stabs the Pole with his rifle’s bayonet once. The blade, relatively wide, or at least it feels so, slides into the body in a diagonal, descending up-to-down movement. A determined, decisive blow delivered so as to hit and incapacitate as much and as quickly as possible.

The Pole doesn’t have time to fully register what’s even happening as he limply falls downward onto the floor, partially left leaning against the brick wall. As he’s down, defenseless but still aware and in shock, the German again in one efficient movement steps on top of them and quickly deals multiple more stabs, with the same movement he did the first, the Pole’s life ending there.

The German soldier was running through the streets in a “seek and destroy” mindset, almost in a rush or frenzy sweeping the area to blindly eliminate any target they came across. As the German halts the blows and assesses the target was eliminated, without a word or shift in expression they resume charging down the street as if nothing had happened.

As the Polish soldier is lying there [this moment that is described starts in the first instant of surprise, and continues up until the spiritual self is leaving the body] there is an assessment of that’s taking place.

This assessment is subtle and layered. It’s not just about emotions or shock about the experience; there are also spiritual nuances to it.

The boy was a person, a human being, who had a history. A childhood, a mother and a father, a life in the countryside, a humble house (farm?) where they grew up. They had sister(s), they had happy memories of playing in the sun in green fields/pastures. They had reasons to live for, hopes, ideas, ideals, references of what to do with their time, and a lifetime to be lived. They had a richness from their mind and life experience, the natural richness of a human soul, a human story.

Suddenly this… entity comes along and puts an end to it without a second thought. With no hint of emotion. Without registering what they were doing, with no regard or consideration.

In this moment there are all manner of emotions, such as that of shock and trauma, as the human self is going through this. But within the collection of those emotions, there’s a level at which this form of spiritual assessment is being made, amidst all of the rest. This assessment comes from the self’s life being terminated the way it did. Without warning, without regard, without formality, without any respect the complexity of the human life or its soul. Coldly. Machine-like. Even for the circumstances.

As a general rule, human beings tend to be able to acknowledge Humanity and detect it in each other, even when they don’t have any particular beliefs of a spiritual or religious nature. Regardless of spiritual belief or or background, humans tend to be sensitive towards, and be capable of recognizing, the Humanity in each other. Even in those they don’t particularly like or enjoy the company of.

You’ll find that in most funeral proceedings around the world, irrespective of religious context, the process essentially involves the gathering of friends and loved ones to pay homage to the one who departed. One last homage.

Those gathering at a funeral aren’t invested in cult-like activities or rituals: they’re “just” paying respect. Granted, there’s often superficiality, where one might attend out of formality, obligation, or interest. But if you’ve shared ties with those who departed, at that moment you’re likely acknowledging shared memories and the roles they may have had in their lives, and in yours.

If so, in that moment you’re honoring their mind and their essence, perhaps their achievements, perhaps how you feel about them if you miss them. You’re giving them your thoughts. For the most part, at a funeral you’re acknowledging a path and journey that came to an end. And even those who are distant and unaffiliated to the one who passed, will generally be there out of respect to those who took the loss the hardest, offering their presence.

Unconsciously, and generally unbeknownst to the participants, on a spiritual level those who stay are helping bring consolation and closure to a difficult moment to whoever applies, so that they may carry forth from it.

Further, they are also projecting or “showering”, if you will, the spiritual self who departed with thoughts of peace, respect, appreciation, or at least consideration – so that their journey forward may be as positive and peaceful as it can. Rest in peace, a profound desire.

This is merely a token example of how despite differences in perspective, belief, stance, etc. as well as closeness/attachment, human beings are generally able to pay homage or at least acknowledge the Humanity, the story, and/or the spirit/essence of others.

This is in contrast with the situation in this memory.

A realization that’s taking place in the moment of departure —again, among the rest of the elements of the situation such as shock, trauma, confusion, pain, etc. — was that the one who inflicted the loss, at least in that instant did not exhibit or recognize Humanity.

They didn’t for an instant spare any thought or inkling of acknowledgment for the other self’s presence. It would have been in their eyes had they done so. But here, it was totally absent.

The two soldiers could have been enemies on the field, but still be able to at least afford each other the acknowledgment of their existence. Yet that was not the case: the ending was brought about with total absence of recognition. Absolute coldness. Lifeless.

It was as if the one who caused it did not acknowledge the other as having any intrinsic value. To the lack of better wording, it was as if they were ending the life of an animal. Or perhaps – since animals are also sensitive aspects of the Creator – it was as if they were bringing an end to a thing. A thing with no value or meaning worth sparing the consideration.

It was the shock from this perception the spiritual self made in this assessment, that they brought with them from this moment. The disconcerting realization the act had been devoid of Humanity, and the causer didn’t for an instant recognize It in the other. In a spiritual sense, if you will, it was as if the other wasn’t even “playing by the rules”; meaning, they weren’t affording a baseline consideration with which spiritual selves generally treat each other, even while incarnated on Earth. A consideration with which even the greatest enemies can often still regard one another “under the hood” if you will.

It wasn’t the case here: the other was operating outside of these limits, beneath them. Or at least that was the perception of the one who departed.

In a spiritual sense, with regards to the Akashic Records and how the spiritual self processed the situation, they got somewhat “stuck” in this event — as in, not entirely able to move past it.

This wasn’t so much about the passing/death in itself, or the circumstances or war, violence, fear, etc. Rather, it fundamentally had to do with the almost incalculable degree of coldness encountered in the antagonist at that moment, breaching even the most subtle and spiritual norms shared between spiritual selves.

In a sense, it seemed to break all the rules, even the very subtle ones.

The self couldn’t comprehend how this much absence of Humanity was even possible to be witnessed, and worse, directed at them. The shock and unpreparedness of the self’s mental state of that instant also helped echo and expand this effect.

The Light comes forth to reach out the past-life aspect of the Polish soldier, to forward them to the higher spiritual planes.

This is displayed with the image of the opening of a space in the sky in between two clouds, through which a ray of Light shines down on the soldier below. The streets are the same as on the day of his passing during the war, depicted in a rundown manner, with some rubble and debris scattered throughout. Except they’re entirely empty and in silence. In this image, the streets are completely devoid of people except for him.

The soldier is shown standing upright, in the same attire, but without blood or physical wounds. He’s simply looking around, as if (still) seeking to make sense what was happening around him.

In this moment the Light transmits to him what took place and why [a content essentially paralleling the information in this reading] and invites him to come back to Heaven [a formulation of Light, possibly related to his spiritual/religious beliefs of the time].

Somewhat surprisingly, he poses no objection and is perfectly ready to do so.

As the image progresses, the soldier actually comes across as being very self-aware, level-headed, and spiritually sound. He even goes so far as being aware of his own condition, and why he was (spiritually) stuck there. Once the Light transmits the information [presented in this reading] he understands what it was that created an impression in him, even beyond the hurt of the passing itself.

The soldier explains he didn’t mind perishing in defense of his country, even though it meant he’d be leaving his family behind. Still, he had no spouse of his own, and he felt defending his country had been the correct and moral thing to do, of which he was proud.

What did mark him had been perishing at the hands of a zombie (can’t tell if this was the exact word he used, but in the sense of the German soldier being a lifeless/mindless drone) the existence of which he couldn’t fathom or make sense of.

What was that? What was their nature, and the meaning to it? Why was this happening? Was it the end of the world? Together with the shock of the moment, and due to having a strong core and moral code, these circumstances had left him shocked and stumped due to the sheer contrast that what he had witnessed made with that core. Perhaps also coupled with the surreal experience of witnessing Germany invading to begin with.

In other words, in that moment the Light in him contrasted greatly with its absence (i.e. darkness), especially as it was harbored within, and embodied by, the other.

With this, given his readiness, the Light proceeds to take the soldier to the Heavens for healing. He disappears where he stood, “blinking” away in a flash of white light.

Upon receiving the reading Maggie reported the very first time they met (in this life) she instantly hated them. A few years later they were romantic partners for a few years, with the relationship ending on violent terms. She shared that what had kept her confused was her inability to wrap her mind around the fact he could even do that [events in this life]. In Maggie’s own words, “Truly a lack of humanity — or the crossing of those spiritual boundaries you’d mentioned — had been hard to swallow.”