Lack of Humanity | Quick Reading
Maggie requested a reading to address her connection to Mike (not their real names). She mentioned they had a lot of leftover old “stuff” and that they had impacted each other’s lives in severe and irreversible ways, not having spoken for years since. She wanted to know why this had happened, and why it still affected her even after years with no contact.
Quick Reading
There are multiple points of contact between the two entities during the course of their individual past-life journeys on Earth. In the pattern of these contacts between them, the reading shows there’s a tendency for a pattern to occur between them; a pattern that their interactions tend to describe.
In this pattern, there is a moment during the lifetime where each of the individuals will gravitate towards each other, and then when they meet and engage in the real world, they do so in a rather abrupt, harsh, intense, if not violent way, in a relatively short-lived (taking into account the typical length of a human lifetime) moment, which could be described being akin to an altercation or a “spat” between the two. Note this is figurative: it doesn’t need to be a literal moment; it can represent a set of circumstances that take place and exist, for a certain period of time, during which the two are present in each other’s realities and engage with each other, but that nonetheless, relatively speaking, tends to be short-lived.
In this brief but intense moment, the two don’t need to spend too much time meeting and setting up the connection for each of them to, spiritually, instinctively, pinpoint each other as opposites, as adversarial, as one seeing the other as perhaps an antagonizing figure, if not even a nemesis, if you will. This may then trigger an intense charged reaction towards each other, which could be of animosity, anger, hatred, etc, for example. Alternatively, it can at least create a situation where the grounds are fertile for those emotions to arise, at some point.
Note, again, the above doesn’t necessarily translate to a certain format of the circumstances by which the two meet, or the roles they adopt to each other when they do. Meaning, it doesn’t mean they’re two strangers who randomly meet across the street and instantly become enemies. They could start by being two lovers, co-workers, roommates, part of the same extended family, or simply be acquaintances, friends of friends, one working at a shop the other a patron, and so on. Further, while the dynamics of such patterns may be intense, the way they might arise to the surface of the conscious mind might not necessarily, or not immediately, translate to animosity. The intensity of the charge could at first glance be interpreted as attraction, curiosity, fear, etc. This is to say that, regardless of the external shape circumstances and roles may adopt, in energy this is the underlying pattern that the connection between the two tends to adopt.
Further still, note also that in any given life it doesn’t necessarily matter who did what to whom, “who started it”, who took the first step, made the first offense, etc. Ultimately the pattern was already there to begin with, in energy, before the circumstances that happened to unfold between the two during that lifetime ever taking place.
The reading puts forth a past life memory. This life isn’t necessarily meant as the “cause of” or “reason for” the events of the current life; it’s presented more like as an experience that belonged, was a part of, this pattern.
Past-Life Memory
Registers as very recent, it could possibly be the preceding life before the current one. Two soldiers of either side meet in urban warfare during Germany’s invasion of Poland at the start of WWII (transmitted by the reading as a military movement by German troops to its east, into Poland). In actuality, it’s difficult to pinpoint who is whom: the two figures in the reading appear as if spiritually “embroiled”, perhaps due to the circumstances, so there’s a margin of error in this assessment; but I’m under the impression Maggie in that life would be the Pole, and Rob would be the German – but it could be the other way around.
The Polish soldier, very light blonde hair, a tone of blonde so light that it borders on the white, no helmet, relatively short in height and slender. Whereas the German soldier, unlike the Pole, is wearing their WWII combat helmet, is also relatively thin but tougher – i.e. has a natural “tough” look to them – a bit taller, and their outfit is of a slightly darker tone and more tightly adhering to their physical shape. It’s also possible the German is under the effect of some kind of drug: their demeanor is slightly off, even for a war setting. They’re slightly altered as if they’re “not all there”, with “no soul behind their eyes” almost. Spiritually speaking they do have a soul, it’s just in that moment it’s as if their reasoning has been taken over by something, and they’re more operating more like a machine.
The circumstances are of urban warfare, where Germany is invading or storming a city, and soldiers are fighting a little bit everywhere, encountering each other at every corner almost. There’s also a hint of a moment of general mayhem, it feels the Germans have generally overtaken the Polish positions, with the latter having been caught more or less unprepared, off-guard, and in an overall state of confusion. So in this instant, the movement is generally of German troops pouring through the city, perhaps scattering as fast as they can, and the Polish forces are generally catching up, perhaps retreating, or at least trying to assess what’s happening and getting their bearings.
The two soldiers meet – unclear whether it is directly on the street, or on the hallway or stairs of a building, but there’s a red-ish brick wall, or at least a structure with that look. The two don’t know each other and never met before, and as they meet here, each on two opposing sides, the encounter is sudden and brief.
The Polish boy/soldier is in a moment of shock or surprise, suddenly seeing the German soldier quickly appearing from behind their left shoulder, as they have been sprinting down the street. The Pole may have just gotten out of the building onto the street, so the German also didn’t notice them until this very moment, during which they’re noticing each other, more or less at the same time. The German almost runs past the Pole, but in a second happens to glance in their general direction, noticing him just on his right. As he does the German still sprinting just passes by the Pole’s left shoulder, halts quickly, turns around, and is now facing the latter from up close, slightly to their left. The Pole is in a split second of shock, with no helmet, blonde hair exposed, possibly disoriented in the chaos, having just left the building trying to get his bearings: where his colleagues where, where the Germans were, what was happening, why no one was saying anything.
The German, after a brief second of inspecting the figure in front of him – looking up and down and then back up again, in a quick glance – almost without thinking stabs the Pole with his rifle’s bayonet once, the blade (relatively wide, or at least it feels like being so) entering in a diagonal, descending up-to-down movement, in a determined, decisive blow meant to hit and incapacitate as much and as quickly as possible. The Pole doesn’t have time to fully register what’s even happening, as he limply falls downward onto the floor – perhaps he’s partially leaning against the brick wall. As he’s down, limp and defenseless, but still aware and still in shock, the German again in one swift movement steps on top of them and quickly deals multiple more bayonet stabs, the same standard movement as how he did the first, the Pole’s life ending then and there.
The German soldier was running through the streets in a “seek and destroy” mindset, sweeping the area to blindly seek out and eliminate any target they came across, almost in a rush or frenzy. As the German halts the blows and assesses the target has been eliminated, without a word or change in expression they again resume charging down the street as if nothing had happened.
As the Polish soldier is lying there [this moment starts in the first instant of surprise, and progresses all the way until the spiritual self is leaving the body, entering the spiritual realms] there’s an assessment that’s taking place, perhaps behind, or beyond, the circumstances of the passing. This assessment is subtle, it is of an emotional or spiritual nature if you will.
The boy was a person, a human being, they had a history. A childhood, a mother and a father, a life in the countryside, in their humble house (farm?) where they grew up. They had sister(s), they had happy memories of playing in the sun in green fields/pastures. They had reasons to live for, hopes, ideas, ideals, references of what to do with their time, and a lifetime to be lived. They had a richness from their mind and life experience, the natural richness of a human soul, a human story. Suddenly this… entity comes along and puts an end to it without a second thought, without a hint of emotion, without registering what they were doing, without any regard or consideration. There are emotions of shock and trauma as the human self is going through this moment, but within the collection of those emotions there’s a level of spiritual assessment amidst them, that comes from the self’s human life being terminated without warning, and without regard, without formality, without any respect the complexity of the human life or its soul. Coldly, like a machine.
Additional Comments
Usually, human beings tend to generally be able to acknowledge Humanity, and detect it in each other, even if they don’t harbor any particular beliefs of a spiritual or religious nature. Regardless of spiritual beliefs, humans tend to be able to recognize Humanity in each other.
For example, you’ll find that in most funeral procedures around the world, irrespective of religion, the procedure essentially consists in the gathering of friends and loved ones, who are doing… what? They’re paying homage to the one who departed. One last homage. Those gathering at a funeral aren’t invested in any cult-like activity or ritual; they’re “just” paying respects. They’re acknowledging shared memories; the roles the departed may have had in their lives; honoring their mind and essence, maybe their achievements. First and foremost, they’re acknowledging a path and journey that comes to an end now. Even if they’re distant and unaffiliated to the one who passed, they’re generally there out of respect to those who took the loss the hardest, offering their presence. Unconsciously, and generally unbeknownst to the participants, spiritually they’re helping bringing consolation and closure to a difficult moment, to whoever applies, so that they can carry forth from it; furthermore, they’re also projecting or “showering” the spiritual self of the departed with, generally and hopefully, thoughts of peace, appreciation, or at least consideration so that their journey going forward can be positive and peaceful as well.
In short, this is an example of a situation that was given where, despite differences of perspective, belief, stance, etc. the Humanity, or the spirit/essence of the self, is being paid homage, or at least acknowledged.
This is in contrast with the situation in this memory. The realization that took place in the departure – among the rest of the elements of shock, trauma, pain, etc. – was one where the one who inflicted the loss, at least in that instant, did not exhibit Humanity. They didn’t for an instant spare any thought or inkling of acknowledgment for the other self’s presence; it would be in their eyes if they did so, but it was absent.
The two soldiers could be enemies on the field, and still be at least able to afford each other the acknowledgment of their existence (which in this case was being terminated for one of them). Yet that was not the case: the ending was brought about with total absence of recognition. It was cold and lifeless. It was as if the one who caused it did not acknowledge the other as having any intrinsic value, known or assumed. To the lack of any other expression, it was as if they were ending the life of an animal; or perhaps better said, as animals are also sensitive aspects of the Creator, it was as if they were bringing an end to a lifeless thing, that had no worth or meaning and wasn’t even worth mentioning, let alone worthy of any type of consideration.
It was the shock from this perception that the spiritual self brought with them from this moment. The disconcerting realization that the moment had been devoid of Humanity, and did not for an instant recognize the Humanity in the other (in the self).
In a sense, it was as if the other self wasn’t even “playing by the rules”, in a spiritual sense, meaning, with the baseline level of consideration with which spiritual selves generally treat each other when on Earth, and that even the greatest enemies with a modicum of sensitivity can still afford one another. It wasn’t the case here: the other self had crossed these limits, or at least that was the perception of the one who departed.
Clarification
In a spiritual sense, with regards to the Akashic Records and how the self processed the situation, they got “stuck” in this event – as if not entirely being able to move past it – not so much due to the passing/death in itself, or the circumstances or war, violence, fear, etc. but fundamentally due to the almost incalculable degree of lifeless coldness that was encountered in the antagonist at that moment.
In other words, and for the sake of simplicity, the self couldn’t comprehend how this much absence of Humanity was even possible to be witnessed, and then, possible to be directed at them. The shock and unpreparedness of the self’s mental state of that instant also helped greatly echo and expand this effect.
The Light comes forth to reach out the past-life aspect of the Polish soldier, to forward them to the higher spiritual planes – at this time in the reading, as the past life was addressed, it becomes more clear this was in fact Maggie. This is displayed by the reading with the image of the opening of a space in the sky in between two clouds, through which a ray of Light, or perhaps God, shines down on the soldier below. The streets are the same as on the day of his passing during the war, with some dust and debris, except they’re entirely empty and in silence, completely devoid of people, except him. The solider shown standing upright, in the same attire but without blood or physical wounds. He’s simply looking around, as if seeking to make sense, gauge, what was happening around him.
Here, it’s transmitted to him what took place and why [a content essentially paralleling the information in this reading], and he’s invited to come back to Heaven [possibly due to his spiritual/religious beliefs of the time]. Surprisingly, he poses no objection and is perfectly ready to do so. He’s actually very self-aware, level-headed, and spiritually sound. He even goes so far as being aware of his own condition, and why he was (spiritually) stuck there.
He explains he didn’t mind perishing in defense of his country, even though it meant he’d be leaving his family behind; but he had no family [spouse] of his own, and he felt defending his country had been the correct and moral thing to do, of which he’s proud. What did mark him though, had been perishing at the hands of a zombie (can’t tell if this was the exact word used, but it was the sense of the German soldier being a lifeless/mindless drone), the existence of which he couldn’t fathom or make sense of. What was it? What was its nature, and meaning? Why was this happening? Was it the end of the world? What was the meaning of all of this? Together with the shock of the moment, and due to having a strong core and moral code, these circumstances had left him shocked and stumped due to the sheer contrast that what he had witnessed made with that core.
In other words, in that moment the Light in him contrasted greatly with its absence (i.e. darkness) harbored in the other.
With this, given his readiness, the Light proceeds to take him to the Heavens for healing. He disappears where he stood, “blinking” away in a flash of white light.
Feedback
Upon receiving the reading Maggie reported a few items. The very first time they met she instantly hated them; then a few years later they were romantic partners for a few years, with the relationship ending on violent terms. She shared that What had kept her confused was her inability to wrap her mind around the fact he could even do that. In Maggie’s own words, “Truly a lack of humanity – or the crossing of those spiritual boundaries you’d mentioned – had been hard to swallow.”